One of our cats is walking around on drugs at the moment.. he just took half a valium and hahaha it's funny watching him walk...

Things have been rather blah as of late.. sleep, work, home and repeat.

Saw Trandformers 2 on Tuesday night.. not a bad movie. I feel the need to go and see more movies.

Things with Ash are still very much up in the air and confusing.... she is going through some rough things at the moment.. Yesterday was the 11 month aniversary of her Wife's murder and tomorrow her mother has surgery to remove her lung or part of (not really sure and I didn't want to push for details cause she is upset) So I am standing back but letting her know if she needs me I am there for her.

I applied for a internal position at work as the Dva supervisor. It will mean set hours Mon - Fri and working for myself, kinda. I actually don't think I have much chance but at least I gave it a go.

Hmmm there is a lot of confusion in my head... it's all cloudy at the moment.

I'm heading out... my head is fucked up so should be an interesting night...

Last night I saw Pink... what a fucking amazing show.. I can not begin to explain how awesome it was :)

We are now hoping to get tickets to the concert that has just been announced for August lol

Fun, fun, fun!

I am enjoying not working for a change.. It is day 5 of my holidays and I am not bored yet.. that has to be a record for me.

I had brunch with Ash on Friday and it was kinda weird.. I mean I like her and I know that I like her prob more than I should but at the same time I sat there the entire time pointing out her faults in my head. I never noticed them before but they were flashing in neon this day. It's very strange..

Saturday morning I went to pride day with Michelle... we got our gay on all day and had fun.... well it was a good time till I almost got my arse kicked by 4 guys who apparantly don't take too kindly to the gays... I have not been that scared in a very long time but I got home safe and got major hugs from Pete... whose birthday it just happened to be :)

We had friends over last night for a party.. much alcohol and fun was had and as usual way too much information shared and seems the nickname 'cubicle girl' is going to stick... my own fault... one should not get up to such things in cubicles with girls whose names one didn't bother to ask lmao.... and in a nightclub of all places...

I believe I had more lap dances last night then I have gotten in my entire life..... lol

ONLY 2 SLEEPS TILL P!NK and yes I am very excited... god that woman is hot!!!!!!!

Hmmmm well I guess that is about it.. heading out in a moment so *hugs* to all... miss you :)

Current Mood: happy

Today I got my 9th piercing... the left hand side of my bottom lip..

The End!

Oh and I am having brunch with Ash on Friday.... much to the annoyance of my friends

Anyone hear about the new Buffy movie that might see the light of day??

Don't get too excited it won't have any of the original cast or Joss......

I mean WTF???

I've been asking myself 2 questions alot lately...

Who am I?
What do I want?

I don't think I have an answer for either

I am just getting more and more confused as the days pass...

Lesbians are fucked up!!

Last night I went to a Drag King competition... it was interesting. Ashlee was there and we chatted a little bit. The part I don't get is she asked me around 10 times this week if I was going and sent me several text messages last night asking me if I was still coming and if I was on my way yet (as usual Michelle was running a million hours late lol) and yet when I did get there she kinda ignored me. Only spoke to me for about 10 minutes and then just as she was about to run at the door heading home grabbed me in a really tight, squeezy hug..

I don't think I am ever going to understand this

Well... we decided that we are going to be friends. Which I am good with because I think I was more worried about losing the friendship we had developed over the last 6 months.

I am feeling much better about the whole situation at this point in time.

I am drunk!

I think i may have broken my knee!

And she didb't come... some lame excuse abou hadaches or something...

THinki I need to cut my loses and go in another direction even tho it hurts :(

I should sleep now

That is my Friday night.

50th Birthday party here tomorrow night, 70 + confirmed guests eekkkk!!!!!

And I am food girl!

Ashlee is coming, i'm not sure how what will go down there but time will tell...

Current Mood: chipper

hmmmmmm ok she is totally scared... I take back everything I said

Current Mood: tired

I does hae internet again :D

Hey all will be offline for up to a week.. could take that long for internet to be reconnected.

Just signed the lease on our new home :D

So I got asked if I wanted to go to Mardi Gras this year and not only watch but actually participate and be on a float/march infront/behind whatever... which I thought was pretty cool.. but being that my life is sucky I had to say that I didn't think I could make it because of the house move and the fact that I am going to be broke till I am 700 years old.. oh and not to mention I would probably have to work the weekend anyway.

The roster for Mardi Gras weekend was posted yesterday... Nicole has Saturday and Sunday off...

Typical, just typical!

Current Mood: annoyed

Argggg i'm stressing out big time over our housing situation....

Pete is being too damn picky in the areas we are looking at and now it is getting too close to get your arse out of the house day and still we have no place to move to...

I am not sure this is going to end well :(

Current Mood: worried

I really want these

http://uppix.net/d/9/9/de46f07020cbdbb88842a22e64c59.jpg

oh and the Tegan design as well lol... they are black and pretty

I sucked up all my fear and I asked her if she wanted to go out with me date and time to be organised on Friday... she said 'she would love to'

So...

Tonight I asked her if she would like to do lunch or something of the sort this weekend as I am working dog shifts (2100 - 0500) and I would like to do it this weekend.. She suggested and early dinner Saturday night..

So...

We are going to dinner on Saturday night before I go to work.... told her I would call her closer to Saturday and we could sort out the details :)

Current Mood: dorky